Day 23: The Last person you kissed!
Now I could be all basic and say the last person I kissed was Braylon lol but I know this means the last person I KISSSSSSSED lol. Soooooo of course it better be Dwayne right? Or else Im getting dumped lol. Dwayne, After 11 years we finally made it. We finally stopped being “just friends” and became a couple. We finally stopped dealing with failed relationships and venting to each other to becoming an item….A thing…an emotion…..a LOVE! I remember the talks we had playing around with the idea but never followed through. I remember the flirting and the teasing. I...
read moreDay 22: Someone I’d Like to give a 2nd Chance to
Hmmm….This 1 is easy…probably the fastest blog ever! I cant really figure out who I’d like to give a 2nd chance to because I promised myself not to look back anymore. I strongly agree with this poem (whoever wrote it): When someone is in your life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason, you need them to be. ...
read moreDay 21: Someone I judged by 1st impression
Britnie, Girrrrrrrrrrrrrrl, I couldnt STAND you. I literally thought you were the 1 person I hated in life. Its not important how or why but I realize you cant base your opinion of people off of what someone else tells you. I did that, you did that, and our families did that. If it werent for a certain situation we would probably STILL think the other was crazy, psycho, jealous, envious, bitter, mean, disrespectful, a whore, a bitch, and the list goes on. I just want to say Im HAPPY we finally met. Im happy we can form our own opinions of each other based off our own impression. I do think...
read moreDay 20: Person who broke my heart the most…not thru love…thru words
Dear Butterflies (not gonna put a picture), We werent in love, we werent extremely serious but we had some months under our belt. I was smitten by you. You were everything I thought I wanted in a man and you were definitely easy on the eyes. I called you butterflies because thats how you made me feel when I saw you or thought about you. We could talk and laugh for hours. I really thought we would last. THEN I made a mistake. I didnt cheat, I didnt hit you…..I danced at a pool party. I told you about it the day it happened and even sent you the link. You claimed you didnt care and it...
read moreDay 19: Person who pesters me the most
You are on my mind everyday. You cause me to daydream. You cause me to write. You cause me to use my determination to push through. Dear Conscience, Thank you for entering my brain and my heart each day I am here on earth. Thank you for being in the back of my mind telling me who I am and what I deserve in my life. Thank you for keeping me sane and making good decisions. I appreciate the drive you give me when I want to give up. I respect the times you let me vent and pull me back before I go too far. With out you I would be a mess. You cause me to think before I react. I have grown so much...
read moreDay 18: The Person I wish I could be
WOW! Hmmm….. I just gonna start writing without looking back and deleting because I know if I proofread im going to take some things out…With that said… Sometimes I wish I could be Cold Sometimes I wish I could be Evil Sometimes I wish I could be Heartless Sometimes I wish I could be so Selfish that nothing and no one else mattered but ME. I wish I could go on with life not caring what other people think regardless if its good or bad. Its easy to say you dont care but a small percentage of you does. Like I said before you cant get through LIFE without other people so...
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